Despair.

I feel utterly hopeless in the face of the future.
I want to hold her to me every second, but what is the point when she does not feel the need to reciprocate.
I love her, she does not love me.
I tell her, she does not tell me.
Why does my emotions refuse to leave me? Why must I suffer this torture?
I wish it to end, soon.
I cannot walk around not knowing left from right.
I lay awake at night simply because she is not there beside me...