Yesterday I was thinking about ending my relationship with her. I do not think I can last much longer in my fight against the onslaught of hurt I experience every-time she is with him, it pains me to no end every second she spends with him. I am starting to doubt every word she says to me, and I feel the crevice between us expanding.
She tells me that she is mine to some extent, and I believe it. But, every-time she goes back my mind automatically doubt her. I must end it soon or else I might fall.
It is not only for my own sake but for hers, since will not survive her relationship with him, and my honor goes against my telling her to break the bond between him and her.
I will not tell her how to live her life, so therefore, I must end my own along with our relationship.
I ponder of how to proceed...
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