I feel and understand why I feel so much sorrow when she is with him. It is because she makes me feel inadequate as her man, as I see I cannot fulfill all her needs. I know that she feels better when she is around him, and I have decided to take distance from her after talking with her about her. I have to ask her not to see him as often... Ask her to choose between me and him. I can wait for her to embrace me as her boyfriend, but not if she continues to see him this frequently and this long.
I have now decided to ask her to read this blog so that she can hear what I need to say, but lack the courage to.
Know that I love you Ronia, from the bottom of my heart, I do. And I beg you, do what feels right not what seems right...
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