Understanding...

It just occurred to me, a missing piece of the puzzle fell into place...
I can only base my theory on myself, but it makes sense.
Although I do not consider my mistake as a major one, it is major for her.
I do consider things as huge problems that is merely trivial to others.
Based on what I know of her history, what I did is indeed a big mistake in her eyes, and I must abide and respect that if I ever am to be with her. And even though my intentions were good, the end does not justify the means. I faulted. I do not know what I can do to rectify these failed judgements.
I do hope she can find it in her heart to forgive me.
I know that those that read my blog often missinterpret my meaning, and I beg you to not accept these words as my full opinion, ask me what I mean, instead of making assumptions...