Even though things haven't exactly worked out, I am still glad I met you. Glad I fell in love with you.
After all the heartbreak and depression you have put me through and still are, I'm still happy for the short periods with you. I have grown to revere every hug I get, as that might be the sole source of affection I recieve from you.
Even though it may not be any kind of love in your eyes, I have learned to live in my own fantasy at times. Everytime you hug me, I pretend everything is as before, when there was romance between us. When I was allowed to show som love and be appreciated. Maybe you take me for granted, Maybe you just do not care.
Either way, it's painful for me to think about it. I want you back. Now. I don't want to move away from you. My last sliver of hope is fading, fast. Spark it back to life or extinguish it. Just know that I love you with all my cold heart. You are the vertex of my life. Love, yours.
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