I can't count on you to be there for me. You proved that to me today. I told you yesterday how I felt, and you seemed to care at the moment. Thus morning you said that you would call me later. Did you? No. Not a single word from you. You even fucking ignored my messages. I have had a horrible day, I have wept like a little baby. And when I finally get the guts to tell you tath I needed you, you asked me to call. I did. You were with that guy again. Not fucking joybringing behaviour, Is it? And when I was hoping to get at least a shred of the support I needed from you, you put him on the phone. You heartless, heartless girl. Haven't I always tried to be there for you? Haven't I showed you enough love? Why do you even pretend to care? I didn't even get an apology. I try and try to repair whatever relationship we had, and what do I get in return? Betrayal. Abandonment.
Just give me my answer! I'm through with this pointless charade. I have tried tirelessly to be perfect for you, to earn a place as your boyfriend. But everytime I fish for som emotion concerning me, you put me down like a diseased rat. You continuessly neglect me. You show no appreciation for my undying love.
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME???
What can I possibly do to make you happy? Answer me! You know very well what I am unhappy with about you. This is obviously not a mutual love. I am starved of energy, motivation and love. I'm running on the fumes of my last hope. Show me where this is going. Is it a dead end? Or is there something to fight for? Because I really feel like giving up now. Give me a reason to stay.
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