Why do you keep doing this to me? Do you get some sick, sadistic pleasure from my pain? It is quite obvious that you have your mind made up. Why do you keep fucking around with my emotions? What have I done to make you hate me so much!? Why can you not let me love me? Am I not worthy of your love? Am I just a toy to you? Something you can throw at the wall at your any whim? Why???
I want to care for you, care for your son. I do not want to lose the chance to know him just because you are to stupid to see that I am worthy of your love. I am worthy. But if you just do not have feelings for me anymore you have to say so. I have to know what to do... I love you so much, it hurts me to know that you no longer have any feelings for me. But I dare not let you go just in case you change your mind about me. You have to let me know where the boundaries are. I miss your love so much. You are perfect for me if you would love me, this, I know.
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